FidiStarlight, the exclusively

Without you.

my life feels like in silence without you by my side. therefore, i saw you wearing it

.

imissyou

its hard for me to start a new leaf on loving someone else now. im not ready or even
im not in a mood to have BGR for the moment. everytime it happily starts&it'll always
have to end in harsh way. Can you predict?

I wonder whyyy can't guys just like for god sake love that only one particular girl and just
setie. Why? is it so hard? dumbass. The reasons were all piece of shit. But my previous
could be my fault because i ended it. I had enough of heartbreaks. Don't take advantage
can?? sheesh.

But to truthful, he might not read my onsugar that much but more to blog. Yes, i didn't cry
but its sad to leave all those bitter sweet memories behind and i feel something is gone
and you noticed it ______ no more calls, messages, misses and ILoveyou. I ended this
because i have to. Whats the use of not being loved when you trusted him then? Im nott
ready to let it go but i HAVE to let it slide. I deserve someone who is better. You see, ur a
very patient angelic guy whom im looking for all this time but why am i treated unfairly??
Do you know that? Ur not fully to be blamed.. Im in wrong too. I didn't understand and so
on but im trying to learn from it. Maybe im not the one for you. Im sorry for the pain that i
put you through like bullet into your heart. Im really sorry =( Those words that you said to
me were killing me inside but i desrve it.

How much i miss you a lot but its just that i have to keep it to myself. For sure, i can't resist
saying your name every single day inside my mind. And ended saying that "i have to move
on no matter what" u'll be better off without me. Thank you for all those advices, hugs, kiss
that you've given it to me. Thank You.

maafkan bila memang kini

harus kutinggalkan dirimu

karna hatiku selalu kau lukai

tak ada lagi yang bisa ku lakukan tanpamu

ku hanya bisa mengatakan apa yang ku rasa

ku menangis membayangkan 

betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku

kau duakan cinta ini

kau pergi bersamanya

ku menangis melepaskan

kepergian dirimu dari sisi hidupku

harus slalu kau tahu

aku lah hati yang telah kau sakiti

its hard for me to start a new leaf on loving someone else now. im not ready or even
im not in a mood to have BGR for the moment. everytime it happily starts&it'll always
have to end in harsh way. Can you predict?

I wonder whyyy can't guys just like for god sake love that only one particular girl and just
setie. Why? is it so hard? dumbass. The reasons were all piece of shit. But my previous
could be my fault because i ended it. I had enough of heartbreaks. Don't take advantage
can?? sheesh.

But to truthful, he might not read my onsugar that much but more to blog. Yes, i didn't cry
but its sad to leave all those bitter sweet memories behind and i feel something is gone
and you noticed it ______ no more calls, messages, misses and ILoveyou. I ended this
because i have to. Whats the use of not being loved when you trusted him then? Im nott
ready to let it go but i HAVE to let it slide. I deserve someone who is better. You see, ur a
very patient angelic guy whom im looking for all this time but why am i treated unfairly??
Do you know that? Ur not fully to be blamed.. Im in wrong too. I didn't understand and so
on but im trying to learn from it. Maybe im not the one for you. Im sorry for the pain that i
put you through like bullet into your heart. Im really sorry =( Those words that you said to
me were killing me inside but i desrve it.

How much i miss you a lot but its just that i have to keep it to myself. For sure, i can't resist
saying your name every single day inside my mind. And ended saying that "i have to move
on no matter what" u'll be better off without me. Thank you for all those advices, hugs, kiss
that you've given it to me. Thank You.

maafkan bila memang kini
harus kutinggalkan dirimu
karna hatiku selalu kau lukai

tak ada lagi yang bisa ku lakukan tanpamu

ku hanya bisa mengatakan apa yang ku rasa
ku menangis membayangkan 
betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku
kau duakan cinta ini
kau pergi bersamanya

ku menangis melepaskan
kepergian dirimu dari sisi hidupku
harus slalu kau tahu
aku lah hati yang telah kau sakiti

i hope i can meet love this week. omfgosh, imisshim so much!!!! sobbing!!!!

Hello Peoples.Sorry cos I kept changing to onsugar and blogspot:) haha. Ok, so
just now we had an excursion to visit Tp's Engineering thingy. It was blardy funn!
but yess, didnt win the mp3 player for each however we should be proud cos our
classmate has won it. Congrats!!!! Actually was thinking of meeting sis at Tp but,
farr lurhh as she is schooling in Applied Science while im at Engineering part.lol
Ok, whatever. Saw Mel's sis, Maggie and Weeting. hah. Was in the bus that time.

And yeahh,it was recently when i noticed i had a dimps at the side of my lips. Lol
Quite recently i know that. Cheyy Cheyyy, sukeee lurhh. I adore dimples. It was nt
fake eyhhh. It was not by forced to smile. Showed one but got two hidden dimps:)
Very hard to find yaaa. LAMEE!!. All i know is that sister owns a dimple too below
left right lips.

bye